Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Unmotivated

I have zero desire to write these days. Sitting down to write this post feels like a hassle. For some reason I just feel uninspired and unmotivated. It's not just writing either. I can't get up the energy to look for a job, start one of the journals I've been working on or to finish organizing either. This feeling is getting worse. I seem to be falling into one of my holes and I can't stop myself. I'm sure lots of people would say to just force myself to do that but I think that still requires the slightest bit of motivation. Right now, I have none and I almost don't even care.

I must care a little though because I'm writing about it.

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Timeworn

My favorite book of all time
I always go back to it for inspiration
I've had it since before I could even read it
It's pages have yellowed and some are torn
The smell of them bring up memories
I remember writing while sitting in trees
I remember lying in the grass
Reading book after book
The cover has faded and the corners are worn
The sight of it opens my heart
I go back to times when all my dreams were possible
When I was capable of anything
I will keep this book with me always
To remind me of all these things
These memories will keep me from becoming
Just like this august book
Timeworn

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Sunday, September 5, 2010

Trapped

Tired of watching my life drift away
Ready to see my dreams come true but
Always getting knocked back down
Poor is my soul right now
Pitiful is my spirit
Everyday I wake up feeling
Defeated, destitute, and dejected

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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Searching

Slowly my guards are coming down
Every part of me wants to let go
Aching for companionship
Ready to allow someone to get close
Cautious about letting down my walls
Hoping there is someone out there
I can finally allow near my heart
No longer am I hiding
Getting ready for a new life


Yay! I finally finished it!

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