Quote: Grey's Anatomy

“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most, are those who don’t know what they want.”

-Grey’s Anatomy

It's true. This time of not knowing what I want has probably been the worst time in my life so far. I was happy when I had goals and dreams and desires, even if I didn't achieve them. At least I had something I was working for, a purpose in my life. Right now, I have none of that. I'm just a dead leaf blowing in the wind.

Quote: My Sister's Keeper

“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them.”

-My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult

Goodreads.com

I joined Goodreads.com and I am really enjoying the site. Now before I buy a book, I can find out what regular people think about it. This site allows you to review and rate books, and to see other peoples' ratings and reviews. I always like to hear how other people liked a book before I buy it. I have a very short attention span and it irritates me to buy a book that doesn't end up holding my attention. I have to own my books, I can't just check one out at the library. If you are a book lover you should check it out and add me as a friend.
http://www.goodreads.com/lalibelula

Quote: Macon Ravenwood

Darkness does not leave us easily as we would hope.

-Macon Ravenwood; Beautiful Darkness by Margaret Stohl and Kami Garcia

Quote: Ingrid (White Oleander, 2002)

“Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you’re lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself… know what you want.”

-Ingrid (White Oleander, 2002)

I would love to learn to dance. I can't find a place to teach me where I won't be surrounded by little kids though.

Fallen

It's official. I have completely fallen into that hole I mentioned a few posts back. I tried not to. I felt myself falling and grabbed every ledge I could on the way down but it wasn't enough. Right now I'm laying on the bottom of this hole and don't have the desire nor the energy to start climbing out of it.

I want to learn to play the violin. Maybe someday I'll get the chance.

Quote: Douglas Coupland

“Remember: the time you feel lonely is the time you most need to be by yourself. Life’s cruelest irony.”

-Douglas Coupland